i been listening to this song in my solitude while I paint, not exactly being a lover.. but isn’t it wild... how we can fall in love over and over. But every new lover we one up on our knowledge of not falling so hard in case shit doesn’t work out out. As we grow up.. we have to let shit slide faster than when we were 14. I remember being 14 crying about a love that wasn’t happening.. now .. it’s peanuts. Fuck it , it doesn’t feel right. Next.. it’s too many arguments .. bye.. I don’t trust you.. maybe it’s me.. maybe it’s my discriminating instinct.. we’re done . Next... maybe we’re just fucked up
Listen to song :https://youtu.be/NSSeXdembsw
lmao.. we’re just ruined .. and feel nothing.. maybe love doesn’t satisfy us like we hoped in our past lives.. you and I have lived so many lives... how many decades have you lived so far ? Soon I’ll be on my third dacade.. how fucken crazy.. to think that life keeps moving.. let’s not let feelings and love hold up back player.
fuck these weak feelings .. you probably made children out of love.. and it went to shit.. maybe you married the wrong person .. the person you love is somewhere else .. with someone else.. maybe you finally have the one you wanted.. maybe you took him from someone else and it’s finally right.. I don’t know.. maybe your being lied to now.. or maybe you are happy and in a time where your life is joyful.. who knows ..
i don’t know.. I do know. You and I keep drifting through time in this life time we are in.. stop being weak.. and hurry the fuck up with your money.. and asserts you still have not gotten..
don’t let failed love break you! Hurry up. Fuck these little stupid feelings.. do you have your goals high? Or are you just waiting around floating in time?
stop wasting time.. stop being sensitive .. start getting life to give you what you need . Money.. pleasures and joys.. and seeing those that appreciate you joyful next to you.
everyone that hurts you.. they are not real.. cancel this from your universe bubble immediately.
ok talk soon